Spread thin

It’s been a while since I’ve written and I can feel it.

Been running through all of my thoughts in my head recently and it’s getting heavy.

Lately, life has gotten me. I’ve been involved in so much and feel as though time is running at a rate I can’t keep up with.

On one end, I would never trade a moment, while on the other end I feel like I am so spread thin that I need to cut down on what I’m doing.

As I reflect, I think I’m concerned due a change where I’m spread more thin than I typically am, so I feel like I’m giving half effort when I really want to give my entire self.

I’m conflicted with what to do.

The issue is not that I’m doing things I dislike. It’s the opposite.

I have so many great opportunities that I’ve been blessed with and I’m afraid of throwing one of them away by not giving my all.

Even writing this out loud, I’m realizing that I have no problems right now, despite me feeling that way.

I’ve asked God to strengthen me.

That’s happening right now. I’m being challenged like I never had to focus and do something I’m TERRIBLE at: delegate.

Through action and reflection/writing, I will overcome and become stronger.

Love this stuff!!

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